::♥Erin♥:: (exotic_e) wrote,
::♥Erin♥::
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need of change..

a couple years ago i had a revelation...after a "certain" situation happened in my life..

my revelation was to join the peace corps.

did i follow through?

no.

do i EVER follow through?

no.

So right now I am writing. I am writing that it is time for a change. I seriously need to STOP talking and START doing. Serious this time.

You know when you just get to a point in your life where its like---where the hell am i going with this? And I'm done with figuring it out, Ive thought it through enough...now I just have to go out and do it.

Funny thing is..i came down to TWO no well actually THREE things i really REALLY wanted to do in my life....but I was high at the time when i figured out the third thing...so im sticking to my two..pathetic i know...but thats life and thats erin..

MY TWO THINGS I WANT DONE BEFORE I DIE...NO SCRATCH THAT BEFORE I TURN 30.

1. patent my damn idea ive been saying i would but never have.

and

2. travel as much as possible.

while writing this down i thought of two more..but i guess its will just be a sub whatever...

continue writing what ive been writing.. and make a new list

a list should be more than two..thats just pathetic.

i wish i was motivated.

i wish i would stop wishing and just start doing..

pathetic lj entry...i know...but life...its just too much for a life time.
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